Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I've never hated anyone as much as I do you.
My older sister, Emily and I always fight. We fought the night she moved to my sisters, we fought when I went to my sister's. We fought when she came home to talk to my mom. We fight every time we see each other. My little sister Abby always has my back. When I fight with Emily, so does Abby. Today the fighting got really bad. I had just woken up, in a great mood, and then my sister walkes into the room and screams "where's my charger?!" we have the same kind of phone chargers and when she moved home she stole mine, so I used hers when my phone had been completely dead for three days because she can't give it back. I said "it's upstairs in my room." she screamed, literally in my face "well then go get it!" I said "you can get it!" and we just began screaming at each other. And because my mother is upset the bitch is going to college, she'll do whatever Emily says, not think Emily is wrong, and defend her to no end. She brought my mom into it and I eventually was made to go and get it. My sister was in the kitchen and my mother told me I needed to grow up, so I said well I'm to busy Babying your eightteen year old. I walked into the dining room with my mom and Emily "charged me like a freaking hippo" (not to steal snooki's words or anything :D) and shoved me into the wall. I imidiatly went into stack mode an punched her back. My mother proceeds to yell at me for hitting her in such a stressful time. My mother then begins to tell me that I am the cause of her marital issues. Me. Hannah. Her child. I begin to cry, and she calls my dad, her husband, to tell him that I was being mean to Emily and that I should not be around Emily and I'm phyco. My mother and sister then go to work and my father comes home. In that who fight with my sister and mom, Abby also began to yell at Emily that she needed help. My dad aske us what happened and I told him the straight truth. My dad said that he was goin to talk to Emily. I then told him that this whole thing with Emily and him and mom were so stressful that I had thought about suicide he started crying and said that he love me and tht things were going to change. I love my dad so much , almost more then my mom sometimes. He's just my voice if reason. I hate my sister. I have no emotional conection with her whatsoever. I'm so done with her.