X's and O's, Hannah. ♥

This blog title used to be "Perfection." however, I've come to terms with reality: no one's perfect. Being on this planet for 15 years, I now know that perfection is like beauty: in the eye of the beholder. However, everything is beautiful, nothing is perfect. I made this blog in hopes of perfecting myself, but along the way I lost sight of me. I've tripped, stumbled, and fallen into what I am today. I like who I am, for once. Now, I want to help everyone out there find who they are.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

I'm sick. I'm sick of calorie counting, yet I continue to only eat fruit all day. I'm sick of keeping myself composed and not being able to cry, but I don't show emotion. I'm sick of lying about my feelings towards him, yet I don't even know how I feel. I'm sick of the bull shit. This is what keeps me tossing and turning at night. Fuck itttt. I love him, okay?
X's and O's, Hannah. <3

4 comments:

JadeAugust 27, 2010 at 4:43 AM
i know what you feel like with all ur confusion. i feel the same way right now, and my sleeping has been horrible. but in the end... i'm gonna be okay. you will too :)
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TaliaAugust 27, 2010 at 7:10 AM
F***k it. Do what you love, and f***k the rest, because the people who love you will understand why you did it. Wow I sound like Chris from Skins :O haha. But seriously, just erm...f***k it, like you said =) Lots of love! <3
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FrancescaAugust 28, 2010 at 5:45 PM
Honestly, when I'm close to losing it (which I often am) I tell myself, "Fuck it. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it." Just like you did. (At the bottom of my blog I actually have something that says, "Oh, fuck it.") It's kind of just a way to accept things the way they are, but at the same time make positive change.
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Fickle CattleAugust 30, 2010 at 5:08 AM
Maybe you need to stop eating just fruit? I'm always freakishly miserable every time I diet. Makes me a little loopy. :-)

http://ficklecattle.blogspot.com/
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