Friday, November 5, 2010

Untiled Smiles.


With every breath that you take, I'll be there watching. With every kiss you bestow upon her, I'll be there crying. With every time you look at me the way you used to, I'll fall for you even more. Don't you realize that I'm crazy for you? I'm the one who has been there, ready for you too sweep me off my feet? I'm here, still waiting for the return of my "Knight in Shining Armor", waiting for my turn for people to be jealous over my relationship. I'm ready to be loved back. But maybe, the people who are looking for it are the ones who never receive it. Maybe they're the ones who need to just wait for it to happen, not go out looking for it. I'll be that person, smiling through the pain. I'll be the person who pretends it doesn't hurt that all of her friends have people who love them for who they are. Maybe, it'll happen to me. Someone will come and find me and love my sarcasm, respect all of my quirks, love my short hair, and, if I'm lucky, tell me I'm gorgeous in sweat pants, with no makeup, a tee shirt, and a few zits. Maybe, I'll get the guy who loves me for who I know I am, not what this world makes me out to be. I'm ready for him, I'm waiting.
X's and O's, Hannah. ♥

6 comments:

  1. Aww i loved this post its so honest and beautiful. It literally made me cry.We all wish for that :)

    hugs,
    Shannon

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  2. hannah, i feel like im in the exact same situation as you. i texted youu but i figured your probably at like a football game or something, but i really need to talk to you, because im legit in like depression right now, and i cant talk about it to anyone else because its a secret. please text me when you read this )":

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  3. Lauren- my mother took my phone, I'll text you as soon as I get it back. Love you! X's and O's, Hannah. ♥

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  4. You will! You will! Just keep your chin up and your smile bright :-)

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  5. just as if you took the words out of my mouth. i swear, everything you just said rang true to me. i wish for the same things, and you know what? we will get him, wherever he is. 'cause if crummy you-know-what's can get a good guy, than what's stopping us from one, too? you deserve someone that'll love you for who you are, vise versa.

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  6. i love this post!! it is sayin everything that i feel on a daily basis. it made me cry to read n kno that someone else is feeling the same pain that i do.

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Kiss my heart.