Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.

Happy. Be happy.
It can't be that hard. People do it all the time. There lives are all laid out, nice and perfect. Regardless, It's not the same story for me. Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why.

It's no longer a question, but a statement. After so long, words loose there meanings.
Love.
Sorry.
Why?

Just a few examples.
However, being happy could be the easiest thing, if you don't try too hard, and you don't think about it all the time.
I, however, are cursed with the two of them. I don't know whether ornot it's possible to stop my mind from racing, even with destractions, such as other boys, school work, running, family, or even volleyball, my favorite thing ever. The only thing that seems to stop my mind completely is singing, and it's not like I can do that 24/7. In other words, I said I wouldn't post until I was happy. And I am, more than usual. Why?
My cousin gave birth to a beautiful little boy, Anakin Nicolas. Born February 14, 2011 at 3:40 am. Weighs 5 lbs, 7 oz. Just a little Valintine's baby. <3 I love him. And, another reason I'm happy? I GOT MY BRACES OFF! After two years and seven days exactly, I got those dreaded things out of my mouth. THEY LOOK SOOOO GOOD. Another reason I'm happy? I THINK I LIKE SOMEONE ELSE. AND HE SAID HE LIKED MY SMILE EVEN MORE NOW. YAYAYAYAY. Details soon. ;)
X's and O's, Hannah. ♥