X's and O's, Hannah. ♥

This blog title used to be "Perfection." however, I've come to terms with reality: no one's perfect. Being on this planet for 15 years, I now know that perfection is like beauty: in the eye of the beholder. However, everything is beautiful, nothing is perfect. I made this blog in hopes of perfecting myself, but along the way I lost sight of me. I've tripped, stumbled, and fallen into what I am today. I like who I am, for once. Now, I want to help everyone out there find who they are.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

When you hear this chorus, do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?

Okay, so for those of you who actually still read this, which I doubt is even five people, I'm going to fill you in. Me and Sheldon are talking-talking. He's coming over tomorrow night to watch scary movies and cuddle on my couch. I've honestly never been so happy in my entire life. Yet, somehow, this twinge of guilt always ruins my day. I'm not sure why, but I feel like I'm cheating on Michael, my ex. We haven't even spoken since at least November, and he's had a girlfriend for almost two years. Why does he have to ruin everything? Why can I not be happy with Sheldon and just enjoy my life. I wish so badly to forget about him, but I can't. Maybe once Sheldon and I are actually a thing I'll feel better. I hate Michael so much. I just want to be happy with Sheldon, is that so much to ask?